Well We’ve come to this new pivoting point in our lives.
Alot has gone and changed on us. Including our outlook on life I hope.
Roller Derby will no longer be such a focus in our lives. Its been great, but its time to move on.
We might move? Plans are in the air, to say the least. We really wont know till the time comes.
In order to be ready for that possibility, I had to get the rest of my things from my parents.
SO
I’m officially moved out of my parents place!
Took 4 years to do so, and lots of boxes. But I’m happy that I did it.
Lots of recognizing what things were being “hoarded” vs things kept for an internal reason.
This also means that, I got to go through the full process donating to a location. Never done it!
no more struggling with “well this person might need this” or “I need to do a yard sale so that ITEM can find its next home”. a Mom trait that is no longer useful to me. never was in the first place honestly.
I care alot for my things. Even for the things that were no longer me. Now I get to keep the things that are me and move on. Even then, most of those things will prob end their time with me next time I go through the piles of boxes in a few months.
My parents place is a real mess. I took advantage of my unvaccinated mom not being home,[insert more family drama] and took everything that had a potential of me in it. So much more I can say, but I’m tired of looking back.
Might be too soon to say, but, physically letting go of the baggage has to an extent, also removed emotional baggage in my life.
I did find a lot of Me in those piles of boxes. Including, my animation life!
I am focusing on un-rustifying my animation skills and really create.
I’m not working on my portfolio to work at Mainframe. I’m creating so that Mainframe wants me!
I feel free-er. Almost calmer.
Hope this feeling lasts longer than 2 weeks.
the 96 toyota needs some attention. A smog check, oil change, weathering strip replaced, suspension/balancer fixed, paint job done and air conditioner recharged. And a selfish want, update the music player inside to do bluetooth and not cassete players.
My health needs more attention. A second root canal. Wisdom teeth removed (sad) Schedule a consulting appointment for surgery. Get my eyes checked. xray my foot. Check my hormone levels. Get in healthy shape again.
Have to move
Have to shine
Have to adventure
Time to move forward.
Plan life like a game of chess, work with what you got. And when life throws you a wall of oh-noes, pivot around like the jammer inside you is.